I hate that we ain't close anymore.
It starting to make me miss to you again. I can't accept the fact that we are in this state now. I'm afraid that I would lost you and never get you back. I miss that time where I texted you and you entertain me, but that happened once only. I feel like deleting your contacts out but I dont have the guts to and even if I did that, my friends are so going to scold me like last time. But that is the only way that I could forget about you. If only you didnt call me that day, I would have forgotten about you and not texted you for some random text mxges which you would probably ignore. Now I have no school for 1 week and I'm stuck at home. By me doing nothing, my mind will start reminding me of you. I really hate that. I wanna study but I think of you, I wanna eat but I think of you. I wanna stop thinking about you but still I think of you. so how am I suppose to hate you if I kept on thinking about you. N level is next week and I begged you to exit my mind now until my N level is done can. If you want to enter back, be my guest but if you wanna exit my mind and never to come back, I will be very glad and appreciate it alot. I think I really need to let you go. Holding you back in my heart is not an amazing thing to do cus its only destroying my heart. I really really need to do something about this. I knew this wasn't going to work. You and Me. One of us was going to end up getting hurt in the end and I'm upset that it happened to me. T_T!